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Miss Bernard's early history, needs only to be reminded, that, though perhaps essentially selfish in all the phases of her character, her taste for splendor and fashion, and her appetitite for wealth, were qualities superinduced on a temper originally passionate and romantic. In her short conversation with Henry Austin, she had caught glimpses of high intellectual power, while the readiness with which he had periled his life for her safety, afforded incontestible proof of those moral qualities, which woman's instinct teaches her to seek in him

On her, who, on the earth, had learned to love thee who is to be her protector and the master of her

Wildly and well;

If through the rapture of thy seraph-singing,

One glimpse may steal

Back to the earth, its tearful record bringing
Of all I feel;

Then ask, in mercy we may not be parted

Through years to come;

But pray our Father, that the restless-hearted
May soon come home!

JANE TAYLOE WORTHINGTON.

GERTRUDE.

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We doubt not that our readers will readily pardon us for the late interruptions of Gertrude, when we assure them that they have been unavoidable; and inform them, that it will be concluded for the present in the next Messenger. There is a sequel to it, which the author may some day present to the Public, if they desire to have it.-[Ed. Mess.

CHAPTER XXIII.

"I now clearly perceive, Oh Cyrus, that I have two souls." Such was the exclamation of the Indian Prince, who, having betrayed the confidence of his benefactor, reflected, in remorse and amazement, on that something within him, which had overcome the promptings of his better nature.

fate. She had not so entirely renounced her designs on Harlston, but that her first thought, on discovering Gertrude's relation to Henry, was to avail herself of her knowledge in furtherance of her original scheme. Nothing was easier than to deprive the Colonel of all hope, perhaps all wish, to be the husband of Gertrude, and it might be to restore her to the object of her first love. That Henry had been her earliest choice, she could hardly doubt. She had seen too much not to suspect, that the poor girl had other and deeper causes of grief, than the mere pecuniary difficulties of her family. The clandestine correspondence gave an intimation of the character of these; and now, that she had discovered that the correspondent was one, whom any woman might love, whom a very prudent mother might not wish her daughter to marry, but who had had the best opportunities to make himself acceptable to the daughter, she could not doubt, that the relation between Henry and Gertrude was not very widely different from that, which the reader knows to have existed.

But the events of the last few weeks had done much to disgust Laura Bernard with the husbandhunting policy, to which, under her mother's influence, her life had been devoted. She had not actually loved Harlston, and she had experienced much mortification in the pursuit of her object. The wound her pride had received at the hands of Ludwell, required a peculiar treatment. Should she meet him at any future day, how effectually There are few people in this world who have would he stand rebuked at seeing her the wife of not had a like experience. In those who are not a man recommended solely by his merit, and aidall evil, such a conflict is always going on; and ing and encouraging her husband's efforts in purnone are so sensible of it, as they in whom the good suit of honorable independence, by the same deprinciple habitually triumphs. But besides the votion which she had once felt for him! How, on strife between appetite and reason, which rages in the other hand, would he sneer and taunt her with the breasts of all men, there is another antagonism, her success, should she indeed succeed in captivawhich we we find in those who have received one ting a man of great wealth. He himself was the character from nature and another from education.only man she had ever truly loved; and the only Miss Bernard was one of these, and, though it anticipations she had ever cherished at all adequate rarely happens that the work of art is more per- and congenial to her ideas of happiness, had been fectly accomplished than it had been in the train- those which accompanied her engagement with ing of that young lady, she was fated to prove that him. In this respect, all the training she had unNature, bury her as you may beneath mountains dergone, and all the intercourse with the fashionaof habits and conventionalities, will occasionally, ble world, had never wrought an effectual change Enceladus-like, shake the mind as with a moral in her tastes. She had always felt, that no man, earthquake. The reader, who knows so much of destitute of certain qualities, a part of which Lud

well undoubtedly possessed, and the rest of which is a nine-days' wonder, and, with their names, is she had fondly attributed to him, ever could be to presently forgotten. her the object of that deep and passionate devotion, in which the heart rests satisfied and asks no

more.

These were her thoughts as she bent over him while he slept. When he awoke and opened his large, calm, observant, thoughtful eye; when she heard his rich mellow voice, with its measured cadence, distinct articulation and tones hardly less varied and flexible than her own; when she observed the mixture of frankness and retenue in his manner, the freedom with which he spoke of himself, as far as his situation made it necessary to do so, and his silence as to all beyond that, and, above all, his care to avoid any allusion to his gallant feat, or to his sufferings, and the ready dexterity with which he parried any remark of her's pointing toward that subject, she felt convinced, that she saw before her one well worthy of that highest reward, which the heart of woman burns to bestow on him who has perilled his life in her service.

But of all men on earth, he was now the most hateful to her, and her mind ever brooded over the vow of vengeance, which she had uttered at their parting. But how to be revenged? In the distant land to which he had been sent, he was entirely beyond her reach. But might not something be done through her, in whom he took so deep an interest, and on whose account Miss Bernard herself had been treated with insult and outrage? Perhaps she did not permit herself to plan any positive mischief against poor Gertrude; but she could not endure the thought of her happiness. To see her the wife of Harlston, rolling in affluence and glittering in splendor was bad enough. But to see her happy in the arms of the man of her choice, the first and only Full of such thoughts, Miss Bernard spent the night man she had ever loved, and sharing with him the in wakeful impatience for the return of light, eager comforts and honors of an independence won by to resume her place by the bedside of the suffering his own exertions-might not this be more intolera-hero of her waking dreams. But here the caution ble? In the actual condition of Miss Bernard's of the prudent mother interposed to admonish her, mind, the latter picture presented to her the most that all present danger having disappeared, there satisfactory idea of happiness; and she had felt, could be no sufficient excuse for her presence in more than once, since she left Washington, that, the chamber of a young man confined to his bed. could she again meet with such a man, as she had She was condemned, therefore, to restrain her imsupposed Ludwell to be; could she win his heart, patience for some days, her fancy meanwhile dwelland make him all her own, she would renounce all ing on the highly wrought image that agitation sordid views, and, throwing herself down the stream and excitement had stamped upon her mind. Henof passion, share with him her little fortune, and ry's merit must have been great indeed, if he lost ask nothing in return but a place in his heart, and any thing in her estimation, by the interruption of an interest in his hopes of wealth and fame. their intercourse, when, in her imagination, he was Might not Henry Austin be such a man? In thus represented. I must leave to the fancy of my very gratitude she would have it so ; and her imag-female readers the task of painting the images that ination had been already employed in decorating flitted before her mind in the mean time. him with all the attributes of a hero of romance. In his letter to his father, Henry had been careThe generosity with which he came to her res-ful to mitigate his uneasiness, by assuring him that cue; the readiness with which he conceived, and his hurts, though painful, were not at all danthe boldness and vigor with which he execu-gerous, and that he was in the hands of a good ted his plan, were ever present to her mind. surgeon and kind nurses. The consequence was, His figure, as in the moment of her extremest ter- that the Doctor's affairs requiring his presence at ror he had appeared to her eyes, was continually home, ten days or more elapsed before he found before her, with all the lineaments and bearing of leisure to visit his son. By that time Henry was a knight of the round table, or a paladin of the in condition to sit up, and receive a visit from the Court of Charlemagne. She had scanned his fea- ladies in his own chamber. Miss Bernard had as tures as he slept. They were noble and symmet-yet found no fit occasion for hinting at her acquainrical, the broad, fair brow, the finely chiseled nose, tance with his family, and her late sojourn at the the thin nostril, the short curled lip of that precise house of Mrs. Pendarvis. She was curious to outline, which first suggested the form of Cupid's see the effect of such a communication, and she bow, these were the indications of spirit, gallantry was impatient to make it. But she could not apand genius. Then came the broad, strong under-proach the subject, even in thought, without expejaw and chin, betokening energy and indomitable riencing a degree of agitation unaccountable to herfirmness. He was certainly born to greatness. self. In her mother's presence, she could not venTrue she had never heard of him. How should ture upon it; and the old lady was never long enough she? The down of his cheek had hardly given absent from the room, to give her time to screw her place to the light brown whisker that shaded it. courage to the proper pitch. She would have been sorry to have had him one of those precocious youths, whose early cleverness 'ity.

The Doctor's arrival put an end to her perplex-
The ladies were sitting with Henry when he

was announced, and immediately withdrew, that self, Like Angelica with the wounded Medoro, their presence might not embarrass the meeting of she was averse to the thought, that any eye but the father and son. Soon afterwards they return-hers should watch over him, that any hand but hers ed, and Henry saw, to his surprise, that his father at once accosted Miss Bernard with all the cordiality of established friendship.

"Have you heard lately from our friends at Washington?" asked the Doctor, as soon as the form of presentation to the old lady was over.

"Not since I saw them. You, I presume, have news of them, and I hope that Mrs. Austin and my kind friend, Mrs. Pendarvis, and dear Gertrude are well."

"Gertrude has been quite ill," said the Doctor. "She was suddenly attacked with fever on the tenth of the month, and for some days was thought to be in great danger, but is now convalescent."

should minister to his comfort. She felt that his claim to her gratitude was absolute and exclusive, and the idea of some sort of reciprocal claim on him was the natural consequence. With her own consent, she would never have been absent from his side, and no want or wish of his would be for a moment unsatisfied. This readily extended itself from his bodily sufferings, endured for her sake, and which it was therefore her duty to soothe, to the manifest anguish of his mind, in which no thought of her was mingled. But even in infancy, woman learns that there is a healing balm in her lip, and in the same spirit in which she kisses her little brother's hurts to make them well, does she find her heart drawn out, at a more mature age, to shed the balsam of its love upon the wounds of those in whose sufferings she takes an interest.

This intelligence was of course received with every manifestation of concern and sympathy, but the feelings of the young lady were not so deeply engaged, as to prevent her from observing the ef- In this spirit Miss Bernard waited impatiently fect of this intelligence on Henry. The blood, for some opening for conversation on the subject of which hastily mounted to his cheek at the name Gertrude, but Henry made none. Between him of Gertrude, instantly retreated, leaving a paleness and his father it was no more mentioned, in her far more livid than that of disease. She saw that presence, during the short stay, which sufficed to he shaded his brow with his hand, and bowed his satisfy the Doctor, that the health and comfort of head with an expression of suffering, which his un- his son were well cared for. When he went on to suspecting father might readily have attributed to Washington, Miss Bernard was much alone with pain. She observed, too, that he did not ask any her patient, and diligently exercised her varied talparticulars, and took no part in the conversation.ents to relieve the weariness of his confinement, Perhaps it was a case of family discord: the In this she was eminently successful. Henry was very common case of coldness between a step-son full of admiration of her beauty, her accomplishand his father's second wife. But there was too ments, her powers of entertainment, and her never much emotion for that, and indeed the Doctor soon failing cheerfulness, set off as it was by occasional dispelled all such ideas. and well-timed manifestations of deep sensibility, and an ever ready sympathy in his sufferings. That all this was genuine, he could not at all doubt. That voice, in all its tones-in all its inflexions, so true to every sentiment she uttered, could not be mistaken. It was the very music of high thoughts, refined feelings, and delicate sensibility.

"I suppose," said he to Henry, "you have written to acquaint your mother with your situation. She heard of it first from me, and is exceedingly anxious about you. Indeed I half expected to meet her here; though I fear poor Gertrude has been too ill to be left."

His

"I have not yet been able to hold a pen," said Henry, not removing his hand from his face. But though the admiration of Henry was awautterance was distinct, though his voice was cho- kened, and the tedium of a sick chamber much reked, and a writhing of the body, which might believed, a deep gloom seemed settled on his mind, the effect of pain, accompanied the words. So the which all Miss Bernard's talent and address were Doctor understood it, and forbore to press him with further questions; though, on the point of asking why he had not again used the pen of an amanuensis, who would doubtless have been glad to serve him in conveying intelligence of so much interest to her particular friends. But Miss Bernard herself had doubtless written, and Mrs. Austin must know all she could desire to know.

vainly tasked to dispel. It sometimes softened into a tender sadness, but never for a moment brightened into cheerfulness. The tact of the young lady soon discovered that all attempts at mirth, however kindly taken, were unacceptable. He smiled, indeed he sometimes laughed, but the smile was ghastly, and the laugh unnatural and wild. To pass from misery to mirth was impossiMiss Bernard had done no such thing. She ble. All that could be done, was to wile him away felt, she scarce knew why, unwilling that Mrs. from his own woes, by inviting his sympathy to Austin and Gertrude should know any thing about those of others, or presenting softened images of the matter. The presence of the Doctor himself sorrow, and thoughts congenial to wretchedness seemed almost an intrusion on the mysterious plea-less intense than his own. In this Miss Bernard sure she began to feel in having Henry all to her- succeeded, and she had the satisfaction sometimes

moods, she felt formed by nature to become.

to see a tear quivering on his eye-lids, accompanied of passion, he encouraged her to pursue the strain. by a smile devoid of mirth indeed, but yet seeming He endeavored to give her all his sympathy,-to to indicate, that the heart was not all withered, enter into all her thoughts, to respond to them in a nor hope forever dead. congenial spirit. In this he succeeded so far, that All this time she found herself unaccountably the deep, sad tones of his voice would sometimes restrained from touching on the subject uppermost tremble with emotion, and his eye would glisten, in her own mind, and, as she believed, in his. It and his pale cheek would catch a momentary glow, might have occurred to one less absorbed than Hen- and his words would pour forth in a strain of elory, that there was something strange in her for- quence that went directly to the lady's heart. The bearance to allude to the only common friends of effect with him indeed was momentary, and folboth parties. Could this be from a suspicion of lowed by that collapse which "leaves the flagging the real state of his feelings, and a delicate regard to spirit doubly weak." With her it was more enduthem? No such question occurred to Henry's mind. ring. The conviction every day became deeper and Indeed, in no way were Miss Bernard and Gertrude deeper, that Henry Austin was the most giftedassociated in his thoughts. The former had enti- the most estimable-the most amiable of men. tled herself to his esteem, friendship and admira- What was there in her past life of which she tion. But the latter, as he remembered her, stood thought with regret or shame, that she might not alone an object like no other upon earth. As she have escaped, had her lot been blended with that of now was, he could only think of her in amazed per- such a man? And how could she doubt, that a plexity, incapable of comprehending the change of kind providence had at last sent him to redeem her her conduct, but on the hypothesis of some incon- from the errors of her youth, and make her the esceivable mistake in regard to his. Was it possi-timable and happy being, which, in her romantic ble his letters had not reached her! No. Was it possible that any one had misrepresented him to "Facilis descensus"-but I beg pardon of the her? No one. No one! Was it possible that one ladies for intending a quotation from a Latin poet, so pure, so disinterested, so simple in her thoughts, which does but express the hackneyed truth, that habits and wishes, had inhaled, in the first breath it is much easier to slide down hill, than to climb of the atmosphere of fashion, a taint infecting her up again. He insinuates, moreover, a belief of not whole nature, and producing a very gangrene of much value as being that of a heathen, but which the heart? He was incapable of conceiving such a unfortunately amounts to positive knowledge in change. What then? Did she indeed love another, this enlightened age, that the road to hell is preand that, as it would seem, almost at first sight? cisely of this character. The poor wretch, who, This was the only imaginable hypothesis; but even relying on his own strength, endeavors at any time this left him at a loss to understand her conduct to to retrace his steps, is apt to find some rolling stone him, who, if no more, had a claim to be considered under his foot, placed there, perhaps, by his own and treated as a brother. Perhaps she shrunk previous lapse. Miss Bernard was certainly a wofrom the task of disclosing to him the change of man of many high and admirable qualities, and had her feelings. She might have felt the difficulty of her first step in life placed her in the same position explaining it by words, and thought it best simply to toward such a man as Henry Austin, the impresmanifest the result by her acts. Perhaps she sion made upon her character might have rendered thought to mitigate his sufferings, by giving him her an honor to her sex. But it was now too late. cause to think of her not with love, but resentment It was in vain that the generous sentiments she was and disgust. This might be so. The embarrass- in the constant habit of uttering, without feeling ment of her situation must account for the want of their force or truth, were now echoed back to her delicacy and decorum with which the affair had been from the lips of one whose every word entered into managed. Instead of cultivating the angry feel- her heart. It was no longer in her power to act ings he supposed her to have wished to inspire, his on the impressions thus made. How could she, utmost ingenuity was tasked, to devise excuses and when her first duty must be to unravel the web she palliatives for her conduct. It was all kindly meant. had assisted to weave around poor Gertrude, and He was sure of it; and it was his duty not to re-open wide the door to explanation between her and quite this kindness, by any act, or word, that might Henry. Of their mutual attachment, she had no add to her distress, or mar her bliss. He remem- doubt. She now saw plainly, that had she left bered his vow. His life was pledged to her service, things to take their natural course, Gertrude would in whatever way fate might enable him to serve have been no obstacle to her designs on Harlston. her, and the great effort of his mind was to subdue But she could not now even regret her error. She himself to the necessary temper for the fulfilment could no longer conceive, that success in her darof this high duty. In this effort he availed himself ling scheme could have been desirable to her. Still much of Miss Bernard's aid. Whenever, in the less did she repent it. On the contrary, she almost varied gamut of her conversation, she struck the persuaded herself that her evil had been providenkey of high romantic sentiment, of tenderness, or 'tially overruled, and made instrumental to her own

good, and that to interfere with this wise and beneficent purpose of Heaven, by disabusing Gertrude's mind, would be presumptuous and almost wicked. In some such way, she may be supposed to have reconciled her conscience to a course of conduct, which she felt to be inevitable. When we have decided that we are unequal to the effort which duty demands, the most paltry excuse is often sufficient to silence the voice of self-reproach. So it was with Miss Bernard and while under the influence of Henry's society, her mind struggled to free itself from the clogs that held it down to earth, she felt herself dragged down into the very deepest abyss of crime. She had no choice but to surrender him forever, or to carry out to its most fatal consequences, the deception, of which she had been, at first, the inconsiderate and almost unwilling instrument.

[To be Concluded.]

AUTUMN.

"Tis a beauteous time,-when the summer sheen
Hath passed away from the forest green,
And the proud old woods, like an Indian bride,
Have decked themselves in their gorgeous pride;
While the fleecy clouds, in their radiant dyes,
Have decked with beauty the burning skies,-
Like a banner flung by the day-god back,
To mark with glory his shining track.
"Tis a mournful time,-when the stricken flowers
Are drooping low in the faded bowers,
And the leaves, that sigh to the sad wind's breath,
Are tinged with the hectic hue of death;
When the linnet's song, and the robin's lay
Have died from the lone, dim woods away;
And the breezes sing 'mid the leaflets sear,
A mournful dirge for the dying year.
'Tis a holy time,--when the soul is fraught
With a spell of sweet and mournful thought;
When the heart's long troubled waters lie,
As a sleeping wave 'neath the summer's sky;
When yearning dreams to the spirit come,
Of the sweet repose of the quiet tomb;
And visions bright to the soul are given,
Like glimpses sweet of a native Heaven.
"Tis a beauteous time,--'tis a holy time.—
The sweet, still days of the autumn prime;
When Nature, sadly and meekly fair,
Seems bowed with awe at her silent prayer;
And well may man, from his pride beguiled,
A lesson learn from her teachings mild,-
Go forth to the dim and solemn wood,
And there commune with his soul and God.

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REMINISCENCES OF A TRAVELLER.

Our visit to the crater of Vesuvius, proved less fatiguing than we anticipated. After an early breakfast, one morning in 18-, we proceeded from Naples to Portici, (4 miles distant,) in carriages, and there devoted an hour to Herculaneum. Immediately over this buried city, stand the villages of Portici and Resina, and to ensure their safety, by strengthening their foundations, the excavations beneath them have been so filled up, that only a very limited space remains to explore, and an extensive theatre is the sole building left exposed to gratify modern research, or curiosity. Of this, the stage, orchestra, and seats, are of stone, and in full preservation. In one of the lobbies, we plainly discerned, on the hardened lava, an impression of the lips, nose and eyes of a face, probably that of some statue. To enter this nether region, we traversed the cellar of a house, and passing through a low door-way within it, followed a winding and narrow passage, which descended gradually into the earth, and terminated in the vestibule of the theatre. Our waxen torches cast a yellow glare over every countenance, and added to the solemnity of the scene-it was something like the procession of ghosts in "Macbeth." Danger, too, seemed impending, as we listened to the thundering roll of carriages in the streets above our heads, so that we were fain to finish our tour of inspection, as expeditiously as possible, and return to sunshine and our inn. There, both annoyance and amusement awaited us-at least a dozen stout Lazzaroni greeted our approach;— each had a donkey, saddled and bridled, which he urged us to take, to convey us to Vesuvius, and loudly proclaimed its merits and the excellence of its gear, at the same time decrying the property of his comrades. "Oh," said one," mine is the strongest, the swiftest, the surest! and the saddle is almost new-there is none here to compare to it,-and see, it is the only one lined with red, (a favorite color with the Neapolitans,) the others are scarcely fit to carry a Signora." In fact, I thought they would have pulled us to pieces; for in their eagerness to obtain employment, they actually seized hold of our dresses and arms. At length, we contrived to make a selection, and moved off in cavalcade, amid the triumphs of the favored, and, for ought I know, the maledictions of the rejected. The saddles were large and comfortable, and bordered on the right side and behind, by a ridge several inches high, stuffed and lined, for the purpose of supporting the rider when ascending a steep hill, or mountain. On reaching the Hermitage of San Salvadore, which is just half way up Vesuvius, we alighted and refreshed ourselves with some of the far-famed Lachrymæ

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