More tranquil, yet perhaps of kindred birth,
That steal upon the meditative mind,
And grow with thought. Beside yon Spring I stood And eyed its waters till we seemed to feel One sadness, they and I. For them a bond Of brotherhood is broken; time has been When, every day, the touch of human hand Dislodged the natural sleep that binds them up In mortal stillness; and they ministered To human comfort. Stooping down to drink, Upon the slimy foot-stone I espied
The useless fragment of a wooden bowl, Green with the moss of years, and subject only To the soft handling of the Elements: There let the relic lie fond thought-vain words Forgive them; never never did my steps Approach this door, but she who dwelt within A daughter's welcome gave me, and I loved her As my own child. Oh, sir! the good die first, And they whose hearts are dry as summer dust Burn to the socket. Many a Passenger Hath blessed poor Margaret for her gentle looks, When she upheld the cool refreshment drawn From that forsaken Spring; and no one came But he was welcome; no one went away But that it seemed she loved him. She is dead, The light extinguished of her lonely Hut, The Hut itself abandoned to decay,
And She forgotten in the quiet grave!
"I speak," continued he, "of One whose stock Of virtues bloomed beneath this lowly roof. She was a Woman of a steady mind,
Tender and deep in her excess of love,
Not speaking much, pleased rather with the joy
Of her own thoughts: by some especial care Her temper had been framed, as if to make A Being-who, by adding love to peace, Might live on earth a life of happiness. Her wedded Partner lacked not on his side The humble worth that satisfied her heart: Frugal, affectionate, sober, and withal
Keenly industrious. She with pride would tell That he was often seated at his loom,
In summer, ere the Mower was abroad Among the dewy grass in early spring,
Ere the last Star had vanished. They who passed At evening, from behind the garden fence Might hear his busy spade, which he would ply, After his daily work, until the light
Had failed, and every leaf and flower were lost In the dark hedges. So their days were spent In peace and comfort; and a pretty Boy Was their best hope-next to the God in Heaven
Can scarcely bear it now in mind, there came Two blighting seasons, when the fields were left With half a harvest. It pleased Heaven to add A worse affliction in the plague of war; This happy land was stricken to the heart! A Wanderer then among the Cottages I, with my freight of winter raiment, saw The hardships of that season; many rich
Sank down, as in a dream, among the poor;
And of the poor did many cease to be,
And their place knew them not. Meanwhile, abridged
Of daily comforts, gladly reconciled
To numerous self-denials, Margaret
Went struggling on through those calamitous years
With cheerful hope, until the second autumn, When her life's Helpmate on a sick-bed lav Smitten with perilous fever. In disease
He lingered long; and when his strength returned He found the little he had stored, to meet The hour of accident or crippling age, Was all consumed. A second Infant now Was added to the troubles of a time Laden, for them and all of their degree, With care and sorrow; shoals of Artisans From ill-requited labor turned adrift, Sought daily bread from public charity, They, and their wives and children - happier far Could they have lived as do the little birds That peck along the hedge-rows, or the Kite That makes her dwelling on the mountain Rocks.
"A sad reverse it was for Him who long Had filled with plenty, and possessed in peace, This lonely Cottage. At his door he stood, And whistled many a snatch of merry tunes That had no mirth in them; or with his knife Carved uncouth figures on the heads of sticks; Then, not less idly, sought, through every nook In house or garden, any casual work
Of use or ornament; and with a strange, Amusing, yet uneasy novelty,
He blended, where he might, the various tasks Of summer, autumn, winter, and of spring. But this endured not; his good humor soon Became a weight in which n pleasure was: And poverty brought on a petted mood And a sore temper; day by day he drooped, And he would leave his work, and to the Town, Without an errand, would direct his steps,
Or wander here and there among the fields. One while he would speak lightly of his Babes, And with a cruel tongue: at other times He tossed them with a false, unnatural joy; And 'twas a rueful thing to see the looks Of the poor innocent children. Every smile,' Said Margaret to me, here beneath these trees, 'Made my heart bleed.""
At this the Wanderer paused;
And, looking up to those enormous Elms,
He said, ""Tis now the hour of deepest noon. At this still season of repose and peace, This hour when all things which are not at rest Are cheerful; while this multitude of flies
Is filling all the air with melody;
Why should a tear be in an Old Man's eye? Why should we thus, with an untoward mind, And in the weakness of humanity, From natural wisdom turn our hearts away, To natural comfort shut our eyes and ears,
And, feeding on disquiet, thus disturb The calm of nature with our restless thoughts?" He spake with somewhat of a solemn tone; But, when he ended, there was in his face Such easy cheerfulness, a look so mild, That for a little time it stole away All recollection, and that simple Tale Passed from my mind like a forgotten sound. A while on trivial things we held discourse, To me soon tasteless. In my own despite.
I thought of that poor Woman as of one Whom I had known and loved. He had rehearsed Her homely Tale with such familiar power, With such an active countenance, an eye
So busy, that the things of which he spake Seemed present; and, attention now relaxed, A heart-felt chillness crept along my veins. I rose; and, having left the breezy shade, Stood drinking comfort from the warmer sun That had not cheered me long, ere, looking round Upon that tranquil Ruin, I returned,
And begged of the Old Man that, for my sake, He would resume his story.
"It were a wantonness, and would demand Severe reproof, if we were Men whose hearts Could hold vain dalliance with the misery Even of the dead; contented thence to draw A momentary pleasure, never marked
By reason, barren of all future good.
But we have known that there is often found In mournful thoughts, and always might be found, A power to virtue friendly; were't not so,
I am a dreamer among men, indeed
An idle Dreamer! "Tis a common Tale,
An ordinary sorrow of Man's life,
A tale of silent suffering, hardly clothed In bodily form. But without further bidding I will proceed.
"While thus it fared with them, To whom this Cottage, till those hapless years, Had been a blessed home, it was my chance To travel in a Country far remote;
And when these lofty Elms once more appeared, What pleasant expectations lured me on
O'er the flat Common! With quick step I reached The threshold, lifted with light hand the latch;
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