So pensive with regret, and worse, Strangers are ye? O not more strange The form that seeks my mental eye, And bids my fevered fancy range Το yon etherial sky; Not there as wont my God to seek; But one who erst with faded cheek, And voice whose tone was Sorrow's wail, Though many a rose-bud incense flung, He wandered pensive, lorn. Faint were his steps, his features too I gave refreshing drink. But when, to taste at every morn That draught again his words implied; To that pure wish my rising pride No sanction gave, forbear, my heart, the deed is o'er, Then turning with a sorrow-tinctured smile,, And, leaning on a broken fence, surveyed The scene I loved so well; Then did my heart with pity swell; My heart relented, but my pride forbade Its generous impulse, and I left him in the shade. Sad contrariety in human minds: Oft when the tear of feeling pleads to flow, Does the sweet calm of virtuous Peace return? Would come as twilight's shadow, stealing soft, Not loved! why drinks his memory such a tear? I loved thee not, sad stranger! no, my heart Felt not for thee Affection's tender smart; I felt, nor blushed to feel and cherish here; I let thee mourn alone, but gave thy grief a tear. And yet within my fault-convicted heart, One chilling pang of self-reproach I feel; For did not giddy smiles of satire start, O'er songs that well might Pity's tribute steal. Though many of thy woes were Fancy-born, Might they not touch a heart to Pity true? Though with ideal grief thy soul was torn, Sorrow is sorrow, and a tear its due. But e'en the real afflictions of thy heart, Could not for thee a mild indulgence claim; And did I rudely bid thee hence depart, In this sweet spot the summer day, Beneath those fair embowering trees, E'en now on zephyr's fluttering wing, To wake a lovelier note. But Hope's soft hand no more shall wreathe A garland for the lyre, That knew with melody to breathe What Fancy could inspire. Thou once, sad stranger! here, where art thou now? O thou! who sorrowed here when summer's sun Unfriended mourner! all thy woes are o'er, To weave a sonnet for thy heart's relief, Or like me startle at the falling leaf. The plaintive murmur of thy muse is hushed; And though upon thy lowly bed The seasons' chilling rains ere shed, And with immortal ecstacies high flushed, |