Happy he sailed, and great the care she took, That he should softly sleep and smartly look; White was his better linen, and his check Was made more trim than any on the deck; And every comfort men at sea can know, Was her's to buy, to make, and to bestow : For he to Greenland sailed, and much she told, How he should guard against the climate's cold; Yet saw not danger; dangers he'd withstood, Nor could she trace the fever in his blood.
His messmates smiled at flushings in his cheek, And he too smiled, but seldom would he speak ; For now he found the danger, felt the pain, With grievous symptoms he could not explain. He called his friend, and prefaced with a sigh A lover's message.- -Thomas, I must die: Would I could see my Sally, and could rest My throbbing temples on her faithful breast, And gazing go!-if not, this trifle take, And say, till death I wore it for her sake:
Yes! I must die-blow on, sweet breeze, blow on, Give me one look before my life be gone, Oh! give me that, and let me not despair, One last fond look!-and now repeat the prayer.' He had his wish, had more: I will not paint The lovers' meeting; she beheld him faint,- With tender fears, she took a nearer view, Her terrors doubling as her hopes withdrew : He tried to smile; and, half succeeding, said,
Yes! I must die "-and hope for ever fled.
Still long she nursed him; tender thoughts meantime Were interchanged, and hopes and views sublime.
To her he came to die, and every day She took some portion of the dread away; With him she prayed, to him his Bible read, Soothed the faint heart, and held the aching head : She came with smiles the hour of pain to cheer, Apart she sighed; alone, she shed the tear; Then, as if breaking from a cloud, she gave Fresh light, and gilt the prospect of the grave. One day he lighter seemed, and they forgot The care, the dread, the anguish of their lot; They spoke with cheerfulness, and seemed to think, Yet said not so- Perhaps he will not sink." A sudden brightness in his look appeared, A sudden vigour in his voice was heard ;— She had been reading in the Book of Prayer, And led him forth, and placed him in his chair; Lively he seemed, aud spake of all he knew, The friendly many, and the favourite few; Nor one that day did he to mind recall,
But she has treasured, and she loves them all; When in her way she meets them, they appear Peculiar people-death has made them dear. He named his friend, but then his hand she prest, And fondly whispered, "Thou must go to rest." I go," he said; but as he spoke, she found
His hand more cold, and fluttering was the sound; Then gazed affrighted; but she caught a last, A dying look of love, and all was past!
She placed a decent stone his grave above, Neatly engraved-an offering of her love; For that she wrought, for that forsook her bed, Awake alike to duty and the dead;
She would have grieved, had friends presumed to spare The least assistance-'twas her proper care. Here will she come, and on the grave will sit, Folding her arms, in long abstracted fit : But if observer pass, will take her round, And careless seem, for she would not be found; Then go again, and thus her hours employ, While visions please her, and while woes destroy.
Then died lamented, in the strength of life, A valued Mother and a faithful Wife;
Called not away, when time had loosed each hold On the fond heart, and each desire grew cold; But when to all that knit us to our kind, She felt fast bound, as charity can bind ;- Not when the ills of age, its pain, its care, The drooping spirit for its fate prepare; And, each affection failing, leaves the heart Loosed from life's charm, and willing to depart ;- But ALL her ties the strong invader broke, In all their strength, by one tremendous stroke : Sudden and swift the eager pest came on, And terror grew, till every hope was gone : Still those around appeared for hope to seek! But viewed the sick and were afraid to speak.
Slowly they bore, with solemn step, the dead :- When grief grew loud and bitter tears were shed :--- My part began; a crowd drew near the place, Awe in each eye, alarm in every face:
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