much trepidation, albeit that part consisted of no more than now and then handing some papers to his master, who sat beside him, and who in his turn handed the same papers to one of the officers of the court. Year after year I watched that lad, and again I saw him yesterday. Quantum mmutatus ab illo! He is not yet very old in years, but in experience he is a very patriarch. Every trace of childhood, of boyhood even, has vanished from his face. Brass is plainly written upon his forehead; you see at once that he reverences nothing and fears nothing; he will make any amount of affidavits on any given day, without one idea respecting them, save this, that if he makes any glaring mis-statement in them, he will probably get into some undefined trouble, which may possibly cost him his situation. But that trouble is not at all likely to come on him, for he knows accurately the difference between stating a fact positively, and merely being "informed and verily believing," and he is perfectly aware of the latitude allowed to a deponent in the latter case. He speaks of the judges and of the chiefs of the bar flippantly, by their surnames only; and he is fully persuaded that by far the greatest men in the courts are the taxing officers, and that the neat drawing of a bill of costs is the highest operation of the human intellect, save one, perhaps, namely, the demolition of the bill of costs of an adversary. Poor little boy that sittest at that green table, still, perhaps, regretting some short gleam of happiness that shone upon thy childhood, it is, I fear, an evil future that is before thee. Mayest thou come unscathed out of the trial, or preserving at least some little of the better and more beautiful parts of thy soul and mind! Reader, I am moralizing over much, and have grown sad. Let us pass out of this over to the Nisi Prius Court. Briefless, who has just come in, tells me that Boanerges is cross-examining a witness. Something of farce will do us good after so much serious meditation. HAPPY CHRISTMASES. PART FIRST, In the December weather, gray and grim, Three leagues around, the meadows to the moon VOL. II. 2 K The great ash caught the glory as it dropped The mighty watch-dog crossed the dial floor; And her cheeks reddened with tumultuous blood. My own, my darling one, my life, my love, That made the common ways of earth divine; 'Twas sweet to stand beneath the balmy roof, Three fingers of thy gloveless hand in mine. But dearer, sweeter, richer still to know That thou wert mine-and that thy gentle heart, Won by long sufferance-won in hope and doubt, For me preserved a sanctuary apart; Some sweet spot in a maiden's nature, where Her thoughts flower loveliest with unconscious growth; The Eden of her soul where passion lives, As if the guest to go or stay were loth. In the old chairs before the household fire We sat and gossipped; we had histories, Through the soft evening pastures, arm-in-arm. Do you remember how your father lookedStared me with pity, stared at me in wrath; Well he was old, and sorrowing shadows lie On the thick hedges of a downward path. He did not love me; I was strange to him; His mind had measure of the ancient score, He liked a man whom the king's herald knew, And nailed his pedigree above his door. These were poor times (you did not love me less,) And toil fetched slender recompense; weary Silent and sad the gray past hung behind, Before the future loomed dark and dense. I saw the sneer that writhed on his lips, And the white pallor of his feudal blood; I rose, and stood, and trembled on the floor, l'assion, and love, and misery at feud. And then I went, but when I reached the path, To the fierce vision blended with despair. Forgive me, Liz, forgive me, patient one, I blamed you for my sorrow and my shame; Once-thrice 1 turned and stood to say good-bye, But with the message wild reproaches came. Out on the night, apast the wicket step, Out in the dark, disconsolate and poor, Sad-as the wind that blown from the low hills, Fainted in monodies from moor to moor. PART SECOND. The year lay dying in the east, The Christmas chimes had swung and ceast, The Christmas light died at the feast. Down looked the moon, but looked no more Or on the hill tops, faint and hoar. Down into London's struggling gloom, Below the bridge the black ships lay, The thin lamps gleamed from quay to quay, The thin masts trembled in the gray. At time a voice was heard to cry And deep and grim the river went The clocks tolled two, and near and far The chimes roared back with brazen jar. And as they ceased to clang and stir, Upon the bridge I stood alone, Friendless and homeless, 'twas to me To see the starlight glimmer grim, I touched my breast and trembled-there'Twas chiller than the morning air Close lay a cherished lock of hair. And then, dear heart, my eyes grew wet; The hill-the house where first we met. The sweet old landscapes that we knew, When nights were fair and skies were blue, And every wind in odour flew. I said "To-night, beside the hearth, And the soft fingers and the palm, And by-and-bye, for his reward, O, heartless havoc! when such ears O, shameless barter of a faith, I clenched my hands in bitter woe, The sun came up, the cloud went down, 'Twas Summer time, the radiant world of June, Fell on the dreamful earth. Within 'twas coolest shadow; the red broom Lay piled upon the hearth. 2 K 2 |