Ah! little doth the young-one dream, When full of play and childish cares, What power is in his wildest scream, Heard by his mother unawares! He knows it not, he cannot guess: Years to a mother bring distress; But do not make her love the less. V.
Neglect me! no, I suffered long From that ill thought; and, being blind, Said, "Pride shall help me in my wrong, Kind mother have I been, as kind As ever breathed:" and that is true; I've wet my path with tears like dew, Weeping for him when no one knew.
My Son, if thou be humbled, poor, Hopeless of honour and of gain, Oh! do not dread thy mother's door; Think not of me with grief and pain: I now can see with better eyes; And worldly grandeur I despise, And fortune with her gifts and lies. VII.
Alas! the fowls of heaven have wings, And blasts of heaven will aid their flight; They mount-how short a voyage brings The wanderers back to their delight! Chains tie us down by land and sea; And wishes, vain as mine, may be All that is left to comfort thee. VIII.
Perhaps some dungeon hears thee groan, Maimed, mangled by inhuman men; Or thou upon a desert thrown Inheritest the lion's den;
Or hast been summoned to the deep, Thou, thou and all thy mates, to keep An incommunicable sleep.
I look for ghosts; but none will force Their way to me: 'tis falsely said That there was ever intercourse Between the living and the dead; For, surely, then I should have sight Of him I wait for day and night, With love and longings infinite.
My apprehensions come in crowds; I dread the rustling of the grass; The very shadows of the clouds Have power to shake me as they pass: I question things and do not find One that will answer to my mind; And all the world appears unkind.
Beyond participation lie
My troubles, and beyond relief: If any chance to heave a sigh,
They pity me, and not my grief. Then come to me, my Son, or send Some tidings that my woes may end; I have no other earthly friend! 1804.
THE COTTAGER TO HER INFANT. BY MY SISTER.
THE days are cold, the nights are long, The north-wind sings a doleful song; Then hush again upon my breast; All merry things are now at rest, Save thee, my pretty Love! The kitten sleeps upon the hearth, The crickets long have ceased their mirth; There's nothing stirring in the house Save one wee, hungry, nibbling mouse, Then why so busy thou?
Nay! start not at that sparkling light; 'Tis but the moon that shines so bright On the window pane bedropped with rain: Then, little Darling! sleep again,
DEPARTED Child! I could forget thee once Though at my bosom nursed; this woeful gain Thy dissolution brings, that in my soul Is present and perpetually abides
A shadow, never, never to be displaced By the returning substance, seen or touched, Seen by mine eyes, or clasped in my embrace. Absence and death how differ they! and how Shall I admit that nothing can restore What one short sigh so easily removed?— Death, life, and sleep, reality and thought Assist me, God, their boundaries to know, O teach me calm submission to thy Will! The Child she mourned had overstepped the pale
Of Infancy, but still did breathe the air That sanctifies its confines, and partook Reflected beams of that celestial light To all the Little-ones on sinful earth Not unvouchsafed -a light that warmed and cheered
Those several qualities of heart and mind Which, in her own blest nature, rooted deep, Daily before the Mother's watchful eye, And not hers only, their peculiar charms Unfolded, beauty, for its present self, And for its promises to future years, With not unfrequent rapture fondly hailed. Have you espied upon a dewy lawn A pair of Leverets each provoking each To a continuance of their fearless sport, Two separate Creatures in their several gifts Abounding, but so fashioned that, in all' That Nature prompts them to display, their
Their starts of motion and their fits of rest, An undistinguishable style appears And character of gladness, as if Spring
Lodged in their innocent bosoms, and the spirit Of the rejoicing morning were their own?
Such union, in the lovely Girl maintained And her twin Brother, had the parent seen Ere, pouncing like a ravenous bird of prey, Death in a moment parted them, and left The Mother, in her turns of anguish, worse Than desolate; for oft-times from the sound Of the survivor's sweetest voice (dear child, He knew it not) and from his happiest looks Did she extract the food of self-reproach, As one that lived ungrateful for the stay By Heaven afforded to uphold her maimed And tottering spirit. And full oft the Boy, Now first acquainted with distress and grief, Shrunk from his Mother's presence, shunned
Her sad approach, and stole away to find, In his known haunts of joy where'er he might, A more congenial object. But, as time Softened her pangs and reconciled the child To what he saw, he gradually returned, Like a scared Bird encouraged to renew A broken intercourse; and, while his eyes Were yet with pensive fear and gentle awe Turned upon her who bore him, she would stoop To imprint a kiss that lacked not power to spread
Faint colour over both their pallid cheeks, And stilled his tremulous lip. Thus they were calmed
And cheered; and now together breathe fresh air
In open fields; and when the glare of day Is gone, and twilight to the Mother's wish Befriends the observance, readily they join In walks whose boundary is the lost One's
Amusement, where the Mother does not miss Dear consolation, kneeling on the turf In prayer, yet blending with that solemn rite Of pious faith the vanities of grief; For such, by pitying Angels and by Spirits Transferred to regions upon which the clouds Of our weak nature rest not, must be deemed Those willing tears, and unforbidden sighs, And all those tokens of a cherished sorrow, Which, soothed and sweetened by the grace of Heaven
As now it is, seems to her own fond heart, Immortal as the love that gave it being.
THE SAILOR'S MOTHER.
ONE morning (raw it was and wet- A foggy day in winter time)
A Woman on the road I met,
Not old, though something past her prime : Majestic in her person, tall and straight; And like a Roman matron's was her mien and gait.
The ancient spirit is not dead;
Old times, thought I, are breathing there; Proud was I that my country bred Such strength, a dignity so fair:
She begged an alms, like one in poor estate; I looked at her again, nor did my pride abate.
When from these lofty thoughts I woke, "What is it," said I, "that you bear, Beneath the covert of your Cloak, Protected from this cold damp air?"
She answered, soon as she the question heard, "A simple burthen, Sir, a little Singing-bird."" And, thus continuing, she said, "I had a Son, who many a day Sailed on the seas, but he is dead; In Denmark he was cast away:
And I have travelled weary miles to see If aught which he had owned might still remain
The bird and cage they both were his : 'Twas my Son's bird; and neat and trim He kept it: many voyages
The singing-bird had gone with him;
When last he sailed, he left the bird behind. From bodings, as might be, that hung upon his mind.
He to a fellow-lodger's care
Had left it, to be watched and fed, And pipe its song in safety;-there I found it when my Son was dead; And now, God help me for my little wit! I bear it with me, Sir;-he took so much delight in it."
THE EMIGRANT MOTHER.
ONCE in a lonely hamlet I sojourned
In which a Lady driven from France did dwell; The big and lesser griefs with which she
In friendship she to me would often tell. This Lady, dwelling upon British ground, Where she was childless, daily would repair To a poor neighbouring cottage; as I found, For sake of a young Child whose home was there.
Once having seen her clasp with fond embrace This Child, I chanted to myself a lay, Endeavouring, in our English tongue, to trace Such things as she unto the Babe might say: And thus, from what I heard and knew, or guessed,
My song the workings of her heart expressed.
"Dear Babe, thou daughter of another, One moment let me be thy mother! An infant's face and looks are thine, And sure a mother's heart is mine: Thy own dear mother's far away, At labour in the harvest field: Thy little sister is at play ;-
What warmth, what comfort would it yield To my poor heart, if thou wouldst be One little hour a child to me!
Across the waters I am come, And I have left a babe at home: A long, long way of land and sea! Come to me-I'm no enemy: I am the same who at thy side Sate yesterday, and made a nest
For thee, sweet Baby!-thou hast tried, Thou know'st the pillow of my breast; Good, good art thou:-alas! to me Far more than I can be to thee.
Here, little Darling, dost thou lie; An infant thou, a mother I!
Mine wilt thou be, thou hast no fears; Mine art thou-spite of these my tears. Alas! before I left the spot,
My baby and its dwelling-place,
The nurse said to me, 'Tears should not
Be shed upon an infant's face, It was unlucky'-no, no, no; No truth is in them who say so!
My own dear Little-one will sigh, Sweet Babe! and they will let him die. 'He pines,' they'll say, 'it is his doom, And you may see his hour is come.' Oh! had he but thy cheerful smiles, Limbs stout as thine, and lips as gay, Thy looks, thy cunning, and thy wiles, And countenance like a summer's day, They would have hopes of him ;-and then I should behold his face again!
'Tis gone-like dreams that we forget: There was a smile or two-yet-yet I can remember them, I see The smiles, worth all the world to me.
VAUDRACOUR AND JULIA.
The following tale was written as an Episode, in a work from which its length may perhaps exclude it. The facts are true; no invention as to these has been exercised, as none was needed.
O HAPPY time of youthful lovers (thus My story may begin) O balmy time, In which a love-knot on a lady's brow Is fairer than the fairest star in heaven! To such inheritance of blessed fancy (Fancy that sports more desperately with minds Than ever fortune hath been known to do) The high-born Vaudracour was brought, by
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