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and it was agreed that next morning the conference should be renewed.

On retiring to my pillow, and reviewing all the circumstances of this interview, my mind was filled with apprehension and disquiet. I seemed to recollect a thousand things, which showed that Ludloe was not fully satisfied with my part in this interview. A strange and nameless mixture of wrath and of pity appeared, on recollection, in the glances which, from time to time, he cast upon me. Some emotion played upon his features, in which, as my fears conceived, there was a tincture of resentment and ferocity. In vain I called my usual sophistries to my aid. In vain I pondered on the inscrutable nature of my peculiar faculty. In vain I endeavoured to persuade myseif, that, by telling the truth, instead of entitling myself to Ludloe's approbation, I should only excite his anger, by what he could not but deem an attempt to impose upon his belief an incredible tale of impossible events. I had never heard or read of any instance of this faculty. I supposed the case to be absolutely singular, and I should be no more entitled to credit in proclaiming it, than if I should maintain that a certain billet of wood possessed the faculty of articulate speech. It was now, however, too late to retract. I had been guilty of a solemn and deliberate concealment. I was now in the path in which there was no turning back, and I must go forward.

The return of day's encouraging beams in some degree quieted my nocturnal terrors, and I went, at the appointed hour, to Ludloe's presence. I found him with a much more cheerful aspect than I expect ed, and began to chide myself, in secret, for the folly of my late apprehensions.

After a little pause, he reminded me, that he was only one among many, engaged in a great and arduous design. As each of us, continued he, is mortal, each of us must, in time, yield his post to another.

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Each of us is ambitious to provide himself a successor, to have his place filled by one selected and instructed by himself. All our personal feelings and affections are by no means intended to be swallowed up by a passion for the general interest; when they can be kept alive and be brought into play, in subordination and subservience to the great end, they are cherished as useful, and revered as laudable; and whatever austerity and rigour you may impute to my character, there are few more susceptible of personal regards than I am.

You cannot know, till you are what I am, what deep, what allabsorbing interest I have in the success of my tutorship on this occasion. Most joyfully would I embrace a thousand deaths, rather than that you should prove a recreant. The consequences of any failure in your integrity will, it is true, be fatal to yourself: but there are some minds, of a generous texture, who are more impatient under ills they have inflicted upon others, than of those they have brought upon themselves; who had rather perish, themselves, in infamy, than bring infamy or death upon a benefactor.

Perhaps of such noble materials is your mind composed. If I had not thought so, you would never have been an object of my regard, and therefore, in the motives that shall impel you to fidelity, sincerity, and perseverance, some regard to my happiness and welfare will, no doubt, have place.

And yet I exact nothing from you on this score. If your own safety be insufficient to controul you, you are not fit for us. There is, indeed, abundant need of all possible inducements to make you faithful. The task of concealing nothing from me must be easy. That of concealing every thing from others must be the only arduous one. The first you can hardly fail of performing, when the exigence requires it, for what motive can you possibly have to practice evasion or disguise with me? You have surely committed

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no crime; you have neither robbed, nor murdered, nor betrayed. If you have, there is no room for the fear of punishment or the terror of disgrace to step in, and make you hide your guilt from me. You cannot dread any further disclosure, because I can have no interest in your ruin or your shame: and what evil could ensue the confession of the foulest murder, even before a bench of magistrates, more dreadful than that which will inevitably follow the practice of the least concealment to me, or the least undue disclosure to others?

You cannot easily conceive the emphatical solemnity with which this was spoken. Had he fixed piercing eyes on me while he spoke; had I perceived him watching my looks, and labouring to penetrate my secret thoughts, I should doubtless have been ruined: but he fixed his eyes upon the floor, and no gesture or look indicated the smallest suspicion of my conduct. After some pause, he continued, in a more pathetic tone, while his whole frame seemed to partake of his mental agitation.

I am greatly at a loss by what means to impress you with a full conviction of the truth of what I have just said. Endless are the sophistries by which we seduce our selves into perilous and doubtful paths. What we do not see, we disbelieve, or we heed not. The sword may descend upon our infatuated head from above, but we who are, meanwhile, busily inspecting the ground at our feet, or gazing at the scene around us, are not aware or apprehensive of its irresistible coming. In this case, it must not be seen before it is felt, or before that time comes when the danger of incurring it is over. I cannot withdraw the veil, and disclose to your view the exterminating angel. All must be vacant and blank, and the danger that stands armed with death at your elbow must continue to be totally invisible, till that moment when its vengeance is provoked or unprovokable. I will do my part to

encourage you in good, or intimidate you from evil. I am anxious to set before you all the motives which are fitted to influence your conduct; but how shall I work on your convictions?

Here another pause ensued, which I had not courage enough to interrupt. He presently resumed.

Perhaps you recollect a visit which you paid, on Christmas day, in the year to the cathedral church at Toledo. Do you remember?

A moment's reflection recalled to my mind all the incidents of that day. I had good reason to remember them. I felt no small trepidation when Ludloe referred me to that day, for, at the moment, I was doubtful whether there had not been some bivocal agency exerted on that occasion. Luckily, however, it was almost the only similar occasion in which it had been wholly silent.

I answered in the affirmative. I remember them perfectly.

And yet, said Ludloe, with a smile that seemed intended to disarm this declaration of some of its terrors, I suspect your recollection is not as exact as mine, nor, indeed, your knowledge as extensive. You met there, for the first time, a female, whose nominal uncle, but real father, a dean of that ancient church, resided in a blue stone house, the third from the west angle of the square of St. Jago.

All this was exactly true.

This female, continued he, fell in love with you. Her passion made her deaf to all the dictates of modesty and duty, and she gave you sufficient intimations, in subsequent interviews at the same place, of this passion; which, she being fair and enticing, you were not slow in comprehending and returning. As not only the safety of your intercourse, but even of both your lives, depended on being shielded even from suspicion, the utmost wariness and caution was observed in all your proceedings. Tell me whether you succeeded in your efforts to this end.

I replied, that, at the time, I had no doubt but I had.

And yet, said he, drawing something from his pocket, and putting it into my hand, there is the slip of paper, with the preconcerted emblem inscribed upon it, which the infatuated girl dropped in your sight, one evening, in the left aisle of that church. That paper you imagined you afterwards burnt in your chamber lamp. In pursuance of this token, you deferred your intended visit, and next day the lady was accidentally drowned, in passing a river. Here ended your connexion with her, and with her was buried, as you thought, all memory of this transaction.

I leave you to draw your own inference from this disclosure. Meditate upon it when alone. Recal all the incidents of that drama, and labour to conceive the means by which my sagacity has been able to reach events that took place so far off, and under so deep a covering. If you cannot penetrate these means, learn to reverence my assertions, that I cannot be deceived; and let sincerity be henceforth the rule of your conduct towards me, not merely because it is right, but because concealment is impossible.

We will stop here. There is no haste required of us. Yesterday's discourse will suffice for to-day, and for many days to come. Let what has already taken place be the subject of profound and mature reflection. Review, once more, the incidents of your early life, previous to your introduction to me, and, at our next conference, prepare to supply all those deficiences occasioned by negligence, forgetfulness, or design on our first. There must be some. There must be many. The whole truth can only be disclosed after numerous and repeated conversations. These must take place at considerable intervals, and when all is told, then shall you be ready to encounter the final ordeal, and load yourself with heavy and terrific sanctions.

I shall be the proper judge of the completeness of your confession.Knowing previously, and by unerring means, your whole history, I shall be able to detect all that is deficient, as well as all that is redundant. Your confessions have hitherto adhered to the truth, but deficient they are, and they must be, for who, at a single trial, can detail the secrets of his life? whose recollection can fully serve him at an instant's notice? who can free himself, by a single effort, from the dominion of fear and shame? We expect no miracles of fortitude and purity from our disciples. It is our discipline, our wariness, our laborious preparation that creates the excellence we have among us. We find it not ready made.

I counsel you to join Mrs. Bennington without delay. You may see me when and as often as you please. When it is proper to renew the present topic, it shall be renewed. Till then we will be silent.-Here Ludloe left me alone, but not to indifference or vacuity. Indeed I was overwhelmed with the reflections that arose from this conversation. So, said I, I am still saved, if I have wisdom enough to use the opportunity, from the consequences of past concealments. By a distinction which I had wholly overlooked, but which could not be missed by the sagacity and equity of Ludloe, I have praise for telling the truth, and an excuse for withholding some of the truth. It was, indeed, a praise to which I was entitled, for I have made no additions to the tale of my early adventures. I had no motive to exaggerate or dress out in false colours. What I sought to conceal, I was careful to exclude entirely, that a lame or defective narrative might awaken no suspicions.

The allusion to incidents at Toledo confounded and bewildered all my thoughts. I still held the paper he had given me. So far as memory could be trusted, it was the same which, an hour after I had received

it, I burnt, as I conceived, with my own hands. How Ludloe came into possession of this paper; how he was apprised of incidents, to which only the female mentioned and myself were privy; which she had too good reason to hide from all the world, and which I had taken infinite pains to bury in oblivion, I vainly endeavoured to conjecture.

To be continued.

For the Literary Magazine.

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I AM much mistaken if the castle of C be not, in many respects, the most extraordinary monument of its kind to be found in Great Britain, and perhaps in Europe. It is true, my acquaintance with buildings of this sort is extremely limited, and the model of this castle may be common in Italy and Germany, but these, the vestiges of which are scattered over the British islands, seem to be constructed on a plan widely different from this. You must indulge me in giving you some description of it, though I am aware no description, in such cases, can be very clear or satisfactory.

This fortress is placed near that end of the peninsula which looks towards the ocean, on an elevated mass of rock, which descends, in a rapid but rugged declivity, on three sides, to the sea-shore. This declivity has been broken, by nature, into rude steps or terraces, over which all passage is nearly impossible, except on foot. A narrow path conducts you from the interior of the district, among sharp points and dangerous chasms, to the summit of the hill. By any other way, the castle may be deemed inaccessible, and, in this way, it cannot be approached by more than two persons abreast.

The summit and sides of this hill comprehend about six hundred acres, and was once a naked and desolate jumble of grey rocks. At present, every rift and hollow, every flat and crevice that could afford room for a tree, is overshadowed by larches or pinasters, planted by sir A―. This change has made the place not less solemn and gloomy than before, but its aspect is no longer quite so dreary and forlorn, and the ground has, by this means, been converted to some profit and advantage. The scite itself of the castle is a level, which, however, has been produced by quarrying out the hill on which it stands, to supply the materials of the towers and walls.

The castle is composed of a central edifice, encompassed by a wall, strengthened at certain intervals by round towers. These towers are fourteen in number, and are similar in form, and in all their dimensions, except their height. Ten of them are of the same height with the wall from which they project. Four of them rise considerably above the wall, and, from their height and station, may be considered as watch

towers.

Besides these mural towers, there are two insulated ones within the enclosure, of form and diameter like the rest, but equal to the watchtowers in height; so that the whole number is sixteen. All the mural towers are placed at the angles formed by the course of the wall, so that there are ten of these angles, all of which are right angles. All these towers would be comprehended within a circle six hundred feet in diameter.

The wall is twenty feet thick, and one hundred and twenty feet in height. The mural towers are of the same height, but forty feet in diameter. The watch-towers and the inner towers are of the same thickness, but rise to the height of one hundred and forty feet. The central edifice, or great tower, or what, on other occasions, might be called the keep, is eighty feet in dia

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meter, and one hundred and sixty in height.

These dimensions, though great, are by no means unparalleled: but the peculiarity of this fortress consists in its materials, and the mode The walls, in which it is built. towers, and keep are entirely composed of the freestone before-mentioned, of which the hill itself, on which they are erected, is no more than a vast quarry. This substance has been wrought into blocks, containing from ten to forty cubical feet. -These being made extremely smooth, and the junctures exactly fitting each other, it is evident their connection is sufficiently secured by their own weight. This principle of union, however, has been assisted by so modelling the surfaces of contiguous stones, that the upper one shall be a tenon, and the lower one its mortise. The cohesion has also been occasionally strengthened by cramps and clasps of iron, but every other kind of cement or connective, being unnecessary, has been omitted.

The distinguishing properties of these structures are their regularity, simplicity, and the magnitude of the parts, whence arises the solidity of the whole. The exterior surface of the walls is an exact perpendicular; all the parts are of the same diameter at top and bottom; and the plane, exhibited to the eye, is interrupted only by the cavities or projectures, which have been introduced by design. The blocks are so large, and so well fitted to each other, that the lines of juncture are not visible but at a small distance. The intervals between the towers are equal, not only to the eye, but are proved to be so by the The walls exactest mensuration. move from one tower to another in an absolutely straight line; the horizontal outline of the towers are portions (three-fourths) of an exact circle; and the wall which enters them on one side is exactly at right angles with the one which issues from them at the other.

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The same exactness prevails in the form and order of the apertures and cavities, and in the shape and distribution of the rooms and passages within the walls and towers. Every room, without exception, is circular, and this circle is exact. Their cielings are all arches, and, as such, are perfectly proportioned. The floors are uniformly level and horizontal, and each range or story preserves its parallel throughout.

In most other cases, all these properties are neglected. These edifices having been constructed in rude times, and when strength was chiefly studied, so far as it could be reconciled with expedition, the only means for obtaining regularity was the measurement of the eye. Stones, irregular in shape, and of unequal size, were taken at random from the neighbourhood, and, instead of being bound together by their own weight, and by the coincidence of smooth surfaces, they were fastened by mortar, and for these stones to fall apart, or be disjoined by the weather, it was only necessary that this cement should crumble away. Exactness or uniformity was seldom preserved in the course, height, or thickness of the walls, or the shape and dimensions of towers or apartments. They do not manifest any previous plan, any effort after symmetry or regularity, and they never totally excluded that grand foe of security, fire: wooden steps and wooden ceilings were always admitted into these erections.

No structure of the kind was ever better calculated for duration than From their magniC-castle. tude, position, and shape, the stones of which it consists can be raised or overturned by no force but that of gunpowder. That force, applied as it is applied in blowing rocks or springing mines, nothing can resist. Common builders are obliged to husband labour and materials. They nicely calculate the weight which a wall or column will support, and make them of the least thickness or height which these calcula

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