Notes to Myself

accept my feeling acknowledging actions actually ago I discovered angry at Gayle answer anxiety attitude avoid become a person become more positive believe better boredom choose communication complimented condemn conscious perception conversation decide defensive direction dislike emotions exist experience experiencing express fantasies fault feel love feel resentful frustrated future Gayle's going happening healthy anger hear helpful Hugh Prather Insecurity can mean interpret intuition keep kind of fear kind of lie listen look inside Lorson Mexico mind myopia negative feelings notice pause long present problem question react reality realize reason response rhythm seems self-styled obligation selfish sense Silence can mean simply situation so-and-so solitude someone criticize sometimes statement things think words thoughts touch true trying to figure usually want sex want to feel want to hurt want to live want to say woman write wrong